At-10-tion

When everyone else try to show their concerns on the issues here, I myself dislike the attention. Such a mess.

In case you don't get it..it's like "Let me finish my work first, solve the problem here and then only there will be something to share".

Everyday and most of my days now are occupied with meetings for the same thing. I pretty much don't have proper time to sit and do my technical stuffs. Analysis analysis, I need time for it.

Before, I like to do those once I'm at home. But now with all of the unnecessary attention given, it get me drained. Too tired to think at home. I rather get my mind into story books- escapism at it's best.


This is when I battle again myself. Tamak nak complete kan semua sand atau risked of getting water issue later. As I mentioned to my colleague, my background in surveillance come with a price and pride. Failure is definitely not an answer and everytime in my 'Study mind' now, everything should be on point, prepared, perfect and success. Sound Gila, but that's the truth.

Sexist

Yesterday was a tough day as I had to deal with 1 sexist guy.

So we had a meeting to discuss on plan to intervene the wells during monsoon. Excuses been given by him not to do the job I can say. Whereas this thing had been agreed and discuss before.

The fed up me..yeah I kind of dislike people who give excuses and don't want to try solve the problem. Ok, continue..The fed up me asked his team to make a plan and capture it somewhere to ensure everyone in the know.

Yeah, some of the parties mentioned during the meeting was not in the meeting. How else ya, capture the points and let them know la right?

What I hate most is I sensed this guy don't give a shit to listen to what I'm telling him. Pandang sebelah mata je kt perempuan. Like my ideas cannot be used at all. He rather want to complicatw things by proposing to do operationally challenge stuffs...and the job will be during monsoon kot.

And yeah, as usual inside the meeting, I'm the only woman and others are guys. And semua membisu like cannot brain the job we plan to do are VERY crucial.

Duhh. I was to the point. Ok la guys, since u guys x nak fikir skrg kan..nanti time job execution in August, kita tengok cmane. Penatla bila nak fikir sorang2 cara nak make things happen easily.

Blessed

Alhamdulillah, I'm blessed with good friends. Sometimes when faced with technical difficulties and beyond my knowledge,I'll always turn back to my friends for quick solution.

Sometimes they are able to answer. Sometimes, if they can't, they go beyond that. Try to find the solution and later make sure I solve the problem.

Thanks for going extra miles with me!