Sunday, December 30, 2012

Ungrateful


Ungrateful. That is what I’m thinking of myself.

Sitting here all alone, I recalled the kindness of my parents.

Mama accompanied me all the way from Paka to KL, just to make sure I arrived safely here.
But knowing me (read:stubborn), I disagree with Papa’s decision to ask Mama to accompany me.

Earlier, Papa asked me to extend my holidays till end of the week.  But I already make plans earlier-involving my work, which I have to finish by that week.  So, if I extend my holidays till the weekend, I doubt, I can finish my work ontime.

It was raining heavily at East Coast.  Days earlier, we nearly trapped in Kuantan’s flood.  Luckily we are local, so we know some other possible shortcuts to avoid the flood.

Back to the story.

I have this attitude of ‘do it on my own’ and ‘do not like to pester people’.  So, that’s the reason why I disagree with Papa’s decision.  And I think, I keep silence throughout the journey.
 
I think parents being parents; they’ll always worry about their own children.  But for me, the hard-headed girl, I don’t fancy this kind of thing.  But to others, this is what they are looking for.

That’s why I think-I’m ungrateful for what I have right now.  

Hopefully, I can be a better person, or at least improve my attitude.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Pemaleih

i'm suppose to finish up my presentation slides for CoP, but but i'm too lazy meh.

howcow la kan.

i think procrastination has become my middle name. erghh. blergh. pffft.

i had to agree with dis pakcik on a date, so that i will have the urge to work backward to complete the slides.

sampai macam tu sekali malasnye ><

and this pakcik is becoming more efficient when he already book the session for this presentation.

oh panik panik.

tapi haritu dah janji pada diri sendiri. bila dah dapat claim, mesti buat presentation.

sile lah rajin~!!!


Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Tuesday, November 06, 2012

Bon Odori

Dulu
Negara timur ni la tempat paling nak pegi
Sebab ape?

Sebab musababnya dah dilupakan
Terlalu kecewa, sampai sebab nak pergi pun dah tak ingat

Yeah, benda yang lepas jangan dikenang kan?

Dan hampir setiap tahun pun tanam cita-cita nak pegi Pesta Bon Odori
Mari lupakan asal-usul pesta ni
Tapi anggap aje nak kenal adat budaya Jepun ni
Alang-alang dah ada kat Shah Alam, rugila tak pegi

Maka, akhirnya sampaila jua ke Bon Odori ni
Sampai setelah terbangun dari tidur petang dan malam telah menjelma..

Enjoice

Terserempak dengan rakan lama berkimono

Yaki yaki dan yaki

Dan semua pun menari

Sambil memakai kimono

Friday, November 02, 2012

Persoalannya kenapa


Kita selalu kisahkan kisah silam kita
Terlalu sentimental
Atau tak mampu melupakan sebahagian diri kita?

****

Kadang-kadang borak-borak ofis boleh menceriakan hari kita
Kadang-kadang ia boleh membuatkan luka lama berdarah kembali
Yang pasti, hati kena kebal
Dan endah tetap endah tak endah

***

Sejarah tetap sejarah
Kita tak mungkin mampu lari darinya

Thursday, November 01, 2012

Anak buah

While celebrating our Hari Raya Haji..

"Autyna,tengok! Kerusi ni gerak sendiri"





"Ini apam Mekah"




"Generation W-ireless"



"Autyna, tengok ni..mcm hantu takk?"




This is the best part. Makan ice-cream!

*Now I know how the parents feel when driving with kids in the car..

And my most favourite part of our conversation:

*
*
*
Aysyah : Autyna kerja dekat mana?

Me : Autnyna kerja dekat KLCC.

Aysyah : Owh, Autyna kerja dekat KLCC? (muka fascinated).
Macam tu, boleh la beli popcorn cheese!

Me : Haa? (statement yang x jangka langsung.  ingatkan nak kagum kerja kat KLCC ke..huu)

Kids nowadays..
Bijak bijak
Autyna dia pun brapa kali je makan Garrett :|

Monday, October 29, 2012

Pesan atuk

We arrive in SA after spending about 6 hours on the road.

I decided for all to have KFC. The easiest n fastest meal,considering it was rAining heavily.

While eating,my aunt told me,"If Tok Ayah is alive and see us eating KFC, he definitely will say,"sekotak KFC ni kalau buat beli ayam sekor,satu keluarga boleh makan".

Owhh snap!

Then i remember all expensive coffee and food that I always bought. So true!

A Grande is equivalent to ~5 nasi campur. Hmm
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Friday, September 21, 2012

This is life


patutla rasa x sedap hati

ada chain emails discussing something while mentioning my name.

huih. why such things keep on happening.

people, for the sake of fame, will always wanna claim success, even they dont contribute to the success pun. haih

Opshore


so, what's like to stay offshore?

it's like going on a paid vacation :D

depend on where u stay, platform, rig or barge. u'll provide with a room; air-cond of course. like myself since i'm a lady, i normally get privileged to stay in 1 man room or 2-men room with attached bathroom[this's to save POB, of course].

plenty of meals provided-normally it'll b : breakfast-snack-lunch-snack-dinner-supper.
however, the meals timing might be different. example, in the rig i'm staying now, the lunch is at 10.30 am? WHATTT? so, fret not in case u missed ur breakfast :)

laundry is tip-top. just make sure u put ur dirty cloth in laundry bag provided and in half a day, u'll get ur cloth cleaned.

internet- haa, as far as where i had been sent, most of the time, internet speed is not on your side[unless u r provided with VSAT like some service/operating company].

phone-most of the platform&rig dont allow for handphones. u can bring one if u r on a barge/vessels.  so, most of the time i'll inform my parents beforehand on how long i might be staying offshore&where i'm staying and will email them when i first reach offshore.  at least they know i'm safe.  papa has this ship GPS apps installed in his phone. so, he pretty much know my whereabouts and weather condition over there.

what exactly you are doing offshore?

my real job's name is Production Technologist(PT). i seldom mention my real job's name cos it'll just invite more question.

ok, back to the question.  as a PT, when i go offshore, basically i'm supervising execution of jobs that i designed. jobs here mean stimulation, any optimization related to subsurface or downhole.

how long do u stay offshore?

depend on the job.  sometime it takes me only 2 days.  the longest stay that i had was 3 weeks, due to some operational issue.  else, max will be 2 weeks.

that pretty much summed up everything :)

oioi, i miss eating chicken. when in doubt, forget it :D

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Frac o frac


the last 24 hours

what am i?
ai neves.

im waiting-waiting for the frac


silent-yeah, basically everybody was like observing moment of silence when the frac commence. 

the tense moment, where the frac engineer had to finalize his design in 30minutes[since the transfer basket already waiting for me-the transporter engineer]. 

the serene moment where we were hung up high in the air[hugging the transfer basket] while the crane operator make decision where to land us down, the tense moment where i had to dealt with 100mbps data transfer. 

its like using old school 1515 dial up. the kalutness moment where i pretty much opened all my emails just to make sure any email can be used to shoot the frac design to town.  

the tense moment when the company asked me to give order to pump the main treatment.

and now, bliss bliss bliss. cold shower just made my day.

alhamdulillah for this great experience. hopefully all is well. insyaAllah.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Gr8ship


aha.somebody is bcoming picky or fussy now.

she can tell whether the towel is absorbing moisture or not, or leaving cotton particles on her skin
this greatship is great as the name implies. am enjoying every moment of it. nice shower, nice accompany, nice towel[heh] and nice bed.

yeah, i need to get some rest for the frac job tonite. need to take the usual shots of coffee so that i can survive the waiting hours.

i pray hard that this job will be a smooth and great one. this learning curve, responsibility is what i'm looking for right now.

Had my first basket transfer this evening. While admiring the horizon, I tugged in my hands tightly around the net, and lean my body to the front just to make sure I wont fall off my back.

Then the guys onboard jp bussell screamed, " girls, look here. We gonna take ur pictures".

Haa. I’m pretty quizzed on what they manage to capture. The nervous look? The squinting eyes avoiding the light rays or the ‘hurry get me down look?’. hee

 *****

i put my weight as 60kg on the boarding ticket
but i weighed 58kg when they weight me again at the airport
and now, few days onboard
with the usual local menu-vege vege and vege
and yours truly doesnt take any
i guess i can easily loss another 2-3kg
yippie yeay!
owh did i mention, i reduced my coffee intake?

on record, this is the most unsocial offshore visit that i had
if nothing involve me, i'll just stay in my bunker
and do some reading
i dont care to go down [yet] to the rig floor
perhaps, i'm obeying to the instruction given-go for the frac ONLY

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Makan2

i like if people do makan2 on days other than Monday n Thursday.

why?

cos Monday n Thursday are for people to do puasa sunat.
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Saturday, August 25, 2012

straight-forward

Kak Jie : Ina, nisah bape tahun?
Me : Err, 18.

Kak Jie : Bukan2..  Bape tahun sambung belajar?
Me : Owh..Haha (Lampy nyee)
Me : 4 tahun

Yeah, am literally straight forward.  Quite blur sometimes, or most of the times. Aiya, have to learn how to read in between the lines.

Friday, August 24, 2012

So-so K-Pop



this vid was a hit in my office today. blame the holiday+kuih raya mood for the madness.
haa, i actually listened to this song everyday on my way to work, but cant recall the song title.
yeah, hitz, fly n mix always play this song.
even i once saw a teacher used this song for her aerobic session. catchy kot ;)

so, when AR mentioned about this 'mamat gemuk korea nampak pusat menari ikut suka hati' vid, i was a lil bit blur.
huih, k-pop ade org gomok2 ka?
and she mentioned Gangnam style.
i recall ltf-ha's tweet on Gangam style.
aiya, blur!

so, F youtubed the vid, and voila
everyone was hogging his place to watch this vid
guess what, after that the radio played this song, we discovered AK actually had this song for his ringtone- and
Z comment was the funniest among all- 'Ni macam anak Kim J** ** je ber-K pop'


Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Emo(t)icon

lately,i always have to deal with PMS,emo kind of people.
its quite challenging when u tend to become less professional (i.e. mix ur career with ur emotion).
today is day 5 of Eid Fitr,and i've met with one of the kind already.
#semogasayabertabahdantidakemodalammembuatkerja

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Thursday, August 16, 2012

Here I Ams

this is what i posted in my fb..



and  this is where i am, somewhere in d middle of the year
Alhamdulillah rezeki berjalan ke tempat orang
been to Ams before, and I kinda like certain parts of Ams
making me secretly wish to go there again
Alhamdulillah, Allah answered my prayer
and I was there again..




Sunday, July 15, 2012

Sunday


This is how a Sunday can be.
Mash potato can be the almost perfect lunch ;)

Yummeh.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Mid Year syndrome


I should submit my mid year assessment tomorrow, and yet, I'm too lazy to think about 'brag myself' sentences.
Haih.
Though I admit this year is a lil' bit slow for me, with few of the jobs had been postponed to second half of the year.
I told my boss that I would feel great if I manage to bring back all 4 idle strings back to production this year. Those will be my great achievement since some of the people out there just don't believe that these strings are worth to be back online.
Let's pray that these strings will give us good production.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Promises

There are times that I wish I never made any promise
To myself, friends and family

Now that I know I will have deep regret if I dont fulfill the promises
I cant avoid myself from making promises
Yes, promises do make other people feel good of myself

To Yana, sorry, since I foresee that I will break my promise to you again :(
Let's blame it on work. hehe

Monday, April 30, 2012

New body

http://www.photosafari.com.my/news/nikon-announces-new-nikon-d3200/

ouch, new camera from nikon.
more reason to upgrade to new body.
awesome! but do I really need it?

Menyamar









The quest of precious stones for the beloved.

Monday, April 16, 2012

Myanmar in short

It was suppose to be a courtesy visit cum mini-shopping to Myanmar.

Not to our knowledge that all the shops,museums and other tourist attractions are closed during Thiangyan fest.

So,all that can b enjoyed is pagoda hopping,Yangon sight seeing and enjoy utmost living @ hotel.

Monday, April 02, 2012

Be healthy


Was having our dept. Sports Day last week.

Awesome. Since i won gold medal for women's double. Haha. Thanx to K Shida since most of the points are from her. Tenkius!

Owh, and eye massager to complete my lucky day :-)

Monday, February 27, 2012

Me

What i notice bout myself is..
I'm the type that doesnt like people to mess around with my work.

Kinda tough for somebody who works in 'a team environment'.

Summer in Singapore

Thanks for the hospitality.
The most cost saving trip ever.
And one of the most calories burnt trip ever.

-Pasir Ris

Cheesy version Ariana Mikhail


Patutla rasa familiar rumah dalam Ariana Mikhail ni
Laman Seri rupanya
Sein handsome!

Sunday, February 19, 2012

What's in a photo


  1. Travel adaptor
  2. Camera charger
  3. Socks
  4. IPTC CD
  5. Coins purse from Thailand
  6. Story book
  7. BTS Maps
  8. Thailand map
  9. 2012 calendar
bersepah-sepah, and tomorrow i'll be travelling again. yeahha


Monday, February 06, 2012

Fab feb

Now I know.
This is the feeling.
Too many things to do in lil time.
Conference,routine jobs.
Ya Allah,permudahkan urusan hambaMu ini.

Orang lain bercuti,saya ke perantauan berbattle.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Wrong Priority


I think, I have wrong priority.
I'm supposed to do research on my technical paper, but what I'm doing is researching for places I wanna go.
Hu hu.
Okbacktowork.

 

Monday, January 16, 2012

Saturday, January 07, 2012

Procrastination

Slides xsiap lagi

Reports xsiap lagi

Alahai kak!

Passport

Gosh

I just realized that I need to renew my passport ASAP

Cos it'll expire this June

Read up few blogs, and the bloggers advice to renew it online

And collect it the next day. Wow

Should do soonest since there'll be few trips around the corner.

Thursday, January 05, 2012

1 2 3



azam saya : mari jadi yes man (woman) tahun ini !

Monday, January 02, 2012

Bebuku



Hmm..i cant recall studying Physiology, anatomy n biochem during my student days.

Somehow, those were found at my bookshelf.

Flipping over, the books kinda interesting though. Colourful n full with loads of pictures.

Eng. books r boring eh?

Sunday, January 01, 2012

Kutukan


Am trying very hard to decipher meaning of 'kutukan' word found in this book.

Anyone?

Tomboy?


Ok, siyes xfaham.
Kate tomboy kn, pastu almost every scene, perempuan pakai baju sexy2, Nampak badan bahagian belakang.
Haih.
p/s: mode tgk Andartu 21 Hari Mencari Cinta