Different.

The last time I was here, I was eager to capture every single moment here
Everything should be captured by the Canon
Now, today, it's different
I couldn't care less which hotel should I stay
Which floor I will be staying-smoking or non-smoking floor
Facing the sea or facing the shoplots
I don't care
As long as I can settle the job and enjoy my good sleep
How different it is now.

A state of devastation.

Feel devastated, not that I know a friend of mine had bigger problem than me.
Bertabah la ye kawan..